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the unregistered animagus getting into your bins ([info]xylodemon) wrote,
@ 2008-02-16 14:01:00

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Current mood: thoughtful
Current music:love will tear us apart -- joy division
Entry tags:daily recs, deep fandom thoughts, frank is hot and also tiny, gerard way saves lives, the boys in the band

apologies in advance.
Oh, Harry Potter.

Harry Potter.

You're demanding and abusive and your sometimes contradictory canon occasionally makes me want to kick puppies in the head, but I love you and I'll never, ever leave you. I may consider it now and again, particularly on cold, windswept nights when the rain is battering at my windows and you've drank away the rent money again and my inability to finish a story has left me feeling tired and undesirable, but I'll never actually do it. I tried that one time, I really did, but I made it as far as the corner liquor store before realising that you really do love me, almost as much as I love you, even if you have an awfully funny way of showing it.

I'm sorry about the terrible things I said the other night. I was angry. I didn't mean it. How about I make lunch while only wearing knickers? After we eat, we can watch The Breakfast Club and cuddle on the couch.

*

Here. Have some recs of the Bandom persuasion:

Everyday Mysteries in the Summertime is one of the first Bandom fics I read. It's also one of the first AU's I read -- it is, in fact, the AU that made me realise I should give the whole Bandom AU genre a fair shot. It's a Mikey/Pete wherein Gerard and Mikey work at a gas station, and its full of wonderful things like Frank and heat and ordinary tedium, and I loved it. Loved. When I finished it, the only thing I wanted -- other than to have written it myself -- was for there to me more of it to read.

Yes, well. [info]wax_jism is an evil genius. The other morning I woke up Nightswimming, a deliciously hot and deliciously long Frank/Gerard sequel. This involves rain and ordinary tedium, and Gerard drinking too much and Frank trying to navigate around his mother's boyfriend, and it is simply spectacular.

Then:

A day or so later, [info]jjtaylor wrote Buy Handmade. This is another AU, a Frank/Gerard wherein Frank and Mikey work as IT consultants and Gerard is, essentially, Gerard, but also there is Bob and Ray and fresh-baked bread.

This. Wow. The only thing I can say about this is that it's flawless. The sex is hot like burning, and the slow, delicious build-up is even hotter. This fic also slapped me up the side of the head, to the point that I had to go sit on the couch and veg for awhile. Frank spends the opening run nursing a resentful dissatisfaction about his job, and it's the same, exact resentful dissatisfaction I've had about -- well, all my jobs. And, for the exact same reasons: Frank realises he wants make things. He wants to work with his hands. He wants to create, and yeah, I realised that about myself a long time ago. I'd just never thought about it like that -- like, coherently -- and it was a little startling and awesome to see it all laid out in print. I hate my current job less that I've hated the others because at the end of the day I am working with my hands to some degree, but there's no real creativity behind it. When all is said and done, I'm dishing out espresso and milk to faceless people who, for the most part, don't care who's making their drink, as long as it gets made.


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[info]narcissa_malfoy
2008-02-17 12:32 am UTC (link)
I don't know if this is an offensive thing to say, but I actually harbour a deep and abiding love for the people who make my coffee just right. I remember them by face and keep coming back. They actually remember me, too, and usually start up pleasant conversations :)

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[info]xylodemon
2008-02-17 03:29 am UTC (link)
Toward the end of my last stint at Denny's, I had a fair amount of regular customers -- they came in specifically to see me, and I knew them well enough that I could talk to them about their kids or favourite sports teams, or whatever, and I loved that. Those connections totally made up for the parts of waiting tables that sucked, and I still keep in contact with a few of them, even though I don't work there any more.

I've honestly tried to do the same thing at the coffee place. I know a good portion of our regular customers by name and usual order -- waitressing superpowers; the other baristas tell me I'm scary -- particularly the ones that come in between 6AM and 8AM, when we're slow enough that I can hold a conversation while making their coffee. It's the rush periods that get to me, when we've got a line out the door and I'm steaming milk by the quart, because then I sort of feel like a robot, because I can't talk to them. I'm lucky if I have time to look at them while I'm handing off their latte.

There's three or four people who come in and ask me to make their drink specifically, and I love that, because it reminds me of waiting tables, and my old regular customers, and how I could sit down with them during slow stretches with a cup of coffee and chat about what they just bought at the mall.

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[info]narcissa_malfoy
2008-02-17 10:58 am UTC (link)
Yes, I understand that that must be very difficult, having it so stressful that everything becomes impersonal. I hesitated to say anything in the first place because it may have seemed as if your original point went straight across my head :) However, your feelings make complete sense to me. I only wanted to express my own feelings of gratitude towards a profession that has got me through many a long day :) Honestly, getting a cup of coffee is the highlight of most days, and I know of many people who feel the same way. Which may be sad all in itself, but there you have it :) The most celebrated of painters don't create this kind of joy. I'm sorry that you are having this "cog in the machinery" feeling. I am sure many more people than you know appreciates you. But I understand perfectly, of course I do. *hugs*

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